May 2009
Lots of work to do.
Summers soon.
Prob won’t have time to post til then.
Love always.
My nine-year old sister just went to
Her friend’s cow “girl” themed bdayy party
At a bar.
Like where people drink… stuff like… ya know. “apple juice”
Lmfao.
“Boobs are overrated.”
– Wesley is da shitttt.
yea… long story.
blahhh
shitty week.
life goes on...
This year (as in school year) has been crazy so far.
And it’s surprising that its almost over.
I realized that i lost a lot of people. Mostly because of distance, or i found out that we weren’t supposed to be friends, or cuz of a fight (this applies to one person). I understand why some of this happened. Some of it was for the better, some because life hates me. But what are you gonna do, ya...
I’m feeling like I’m outta place but I know this is where I’m supposed to be. Idk I’ve been feeling like I’ve lost all sense of feeling (not physically though) Its good but its bad at the same time. My jac vaneks came today :)
And i wrote a failure of a poem that i might post later.
“This person might be a little timid, a little shy, but at the same time, very...”
LR was in April’s edition of AP.
I went to hollister to find it because it had this whole thing on the AP tour. And I looked at two other places but they didn’t have it.
After looking like tacky for going through their piles of magazines, i found the one with the Maine on the cover. I flipped it open and what do ya know? Its my boys LR!
I was about to buy it but changed my mind...
Coast of Maine By Ivory
One of the best songs....
I’m starting over cuz apparently my days of fucking around are pretty much over.
Ugh. Crap
So from now on it will be school school school. And all that shit that helps you get into
College.
Don’t even wanna think about it now, but i have to?
I guess it will be okay as long as i can still go to shows.
feeeling really blah right now.
have lots of stuff to do.
don’t wanna go back to school tommoorroww.
wanna get out of the house but i don’t know where to go.
welll actually i do… but it involves a plane ticket.
ehhhh. so i’ll see what imma do.
I need to go 2 days (basically because of the maine. if i could go more than two i would but i think two will be good enough)
;)
July 18 @ Nassau Colosseum in LI <3
July 19 @ Some race track in south jersey
Who I need to see:
The Maine <333 (obvs!! and i need to meet them too. when i meet john, i am so gonna kiss him (on the cheek tho). but whoever is going with me if i go, watch me...
long weekend!!! yeauhh.
so i went to the mall. and
went to hot topic. (i still hate the lighting. and hated that they had like march, april, and june’s ap magazine, but not may.) and i saw this flyer saying that this band will have their ep release show at that hot topic. i was like SAY WHAT? what sketchy band would want their ep release to be at hot topic at that shitty mall??
i’m...
I hate it when people do something, and then a few weeks/months later, they tell someone that they are pathetic for doing this something, which they did a few weeks/months ago but in a more extreme form. And they are serious.
Wow. hypocritical much?
Oh yea… five minutes.
So psycheeddd. Hahah
Then back to being AZN.
i was blinded today for reasons that are obvious (sorta)
anyway, i have been feeling sorta teenie latley. and it will end by tuesday, hopefully.
people can be bitches… it sucks how people can change. one second they are best friends, the next they act like they don’t know each other. its kinda pathetic, yet sad. anyway, i told the girl that this applies to that i’m here if she...
Stupid swine flu stuff better end before july.
I need to go to shows in NY!
Spanish was theee shitt today.
We had a sub.
Nellie and I found out about mina’s wonderful goals.
Mina, we’ll be laughing when you go to jail for rape and shooting someone (chace crawford or some other hot male) lmao
And they found out mine for the summer. Haha
I might elaborate later…
Oh yea… this is my list but its not in order. (has to do with what happened during spanish
1.
2.
3....
My dad is strange.
Dad: You should start talking to Amy more. (Amy is his friend’s daughter who is graduating from UCLA this year. She’s chill but i prob haven’t talked to her since i was in sixth grade. She’s from Socal. )
Me: Why? (What he said was the randomest thing ever.)
Dad: So you can tell her to take care of your boys.
Me: (confused) Wow, dad. Wow.
Then i go on with my life still confused.
oh push play. thanks for leaving me.
btw, i should fix my layout.
its pissing me off.
and the title too….
also pissing me off. but i couldn’t think of anything else.
and there is to much of the maine.
i’ll fix it tomorrow???
back to studying…
“Sometimes I wonder
Why I’m still waiting
Sometimes I’m shaking...”
– Escape the Fate
Great Song.
Nikki deserves a hug for getting them another fan.
This makes me more excited for warped cuz they are going… which means i have to study my ass off this week
Wesley noticed something that i noticed 2 weeks ago.
It made me happy cuz i realized that i was not out of my mind.
Its nice you think the same way, love.
And he said he’ll add another facebook quote… that i said…
great…
“is john lennon the guy from animal farm or the guy from the beatles”
– Nikki (i haven’t called you that since like 7th grade)
I love you.
WHY IS CHACE CRAWFORD PLAYING THE LEAD IN FOOTLOOSE??
Words cannot describe how WRONG this is.
but i do love him…
Was in the weirdest mood today.
I guess you could say i was bipolar because
I started off really tired, then became bored,
And then depressed, then just out of my mind, then a feeling that i don’t know how to describe.
Then all of a sudden, i was happy and high-ish (even though i don’t really know how that feels).
anyway, today was just weird and effed up cuz i could stop thinking about john (from...
“Live fast, have fun. You want to follow that band on tour? Do it. Do it while...”
– (via krisguzz)
I came across this somehow. And i can’t agree more. But i wish i could live in the now, and be able to do that. But i can’t no matter how much i want to. I was actually thinking about this recently, and its kinda weird that i found this. I wish i could just drop whatever i was doing...
apparently, i listen to random music.
nicksantino:
I’ve been listening to the most random music lately.
Just wondering. What really defines random? Wesley said that i listen to the most random music on the trip to the UN a while ago. (wow time passes by so fast. He was listening to the mainstream garbage that he always listens to. ha. jk. his music isn’t that bad. well… it can’t be cause if it was me and...
Soo I just made a tumblr. Even though I shouldn’t have cuz I don’t wanna fail my EOCs tommorrow. Stupid “no child left behind” law = “no child gets left without getting tortured by testing.”
I really never thought that I would make one of these cuz I never really wanted to blog. And I told myself I would never make a blog. The word “blog” without knowing what it means sounds really sketchy to me...
